nAUGHTy Girl Chronicles. Vol 4.
Diary entries of a Black girl navigating love, lust, and the aughts in D.C.
[Song playing at stroke of midnight]
January 2007
Dear Diary,
New Year’s Eve was a night of many firsts. First time going to a club on New Year’s Eve. First time going to a club alone. First time to have sex on New Year’s Eve.
Let me introduce you to Big Willy Style.
I met Big Willy Style much earlier last year at a bar in Bethesda, Maryland. He was my bartender, and I thoroughly enjoyed flirting with him. He was decent-looking, but that was not what made him attractive. He made me realize that in D.C., it doesn’t take much to impress a woman because the overwhelming majority of men put little effort into anything they do for women. The bare minimum is the order of the day. Well, he stepped it up a notch. We began to date, and he took me to nice restaurants and always let me (and my girls!) into the club FOR FREE! We were delighted with this arrangement. Again, a little goes a long way in this town.
We never went past kissing all year, and he never pressured me to do so. I appreciated that, of course. When New Year’s Eve rolled around, I knew I wanted to go somewhere fun with friends, but found myself alone once again since all my close friends went home for the holidays. Boo-hoo. So, I called Big Willy Style and decided to go to his club all by my lonesome. And I ended up having a lot more fun than I bargained for.
The night was great! People were out to have a good time. I talked to a lot of people, and Big Willy Style took care of me. Drinks were taken off the check, and food was taken care of. I couldn’t have asked for more except for my friends to be with me. At the stroke of midnight, we kissed the New Year in, and I remembered why he made me feel so great. Then he looked at me and said, “Come to my office.”
I followed him upstairs to his office, and as he closed the door behind him, he began almost violently to kiss me like my mouth was his favorite home-cooked meal. It was good. Really good. He held me so tightly like he wanted to swallow me whole. Then, he said, “I want to show you something.” He unzipped his pants and showed me his gigantic, thick, long, throbbing, out-of-this-world dick. I mean, my jaw dropped to the floor and I did not blink for at least 20 seconds. I couldn’t believe it. It was so…pretty. I never knew a dick could be such a thing. I was in love. If I were an animation, I’d have hearts for eyes and stars above my head. He saw the look of amazement on my face and smiled. I could’ve devoured him then, but he had to go back to work. Then I said, “When you get off tonight, call me.” And the rest is history. I literally brought in the New Year with a “bang.”